Confessions Of A Teenage Dirtbag

is it bad

2007-06-25T17:52:08Z

is it a bad thing that the fact someone that broke my heart is depressed, makes me happy :D

ive cut off all contact with him :D
and told him to getlost cuz i dont want to be with anyone that breaks up with me every month
then tries to ask me back
i want someone that has time for me
and isnt alwaybs busy seeing other friends

and his mum found out he smokes... i dont know how she found out LOL :D:D:D:D:D:

so he is like grounded for ever :D:D:D

fucking amaze

well last nite

2007-06-24T19:50:33Z

was awesome
seans house party again
this time was ALOT more people than normal
and shit was happening everywhere
people tryna fight, the house got covered in toilet paper, some fugly munter of a girl was getting naked in the pool room
and the pool table broke
but one things ok. we didnt run out of alcohol :D:D:
BUT
matthew was there.
and he must think he ownsme or something
the way he keeps grabbing my ass.
LEAVE ME ALONE BEFORE I STAB YOU
i got so annoyed at him
and i think it was partly the alcohols fault
but i pushed him away from me and yelled a lil and he left :D

im sorry sean that we were there so long
you got annoyed
but we eventually left when threatened with police lol

work this morning after 2 hours sleep was hella fun
i just ate shortbread
and tried to sober up lolol

oops

2007-06-18T19:25:09Z

forgot to blog lol
well anyway
OMGOSH WAS AT DOWNLOAD FESTIVAL

was awesome

I LOVE YOU MARILYN MANSON
and all other bands i saw
theres a list on my myspace

http://www.ayerite.co.uk

lol

and most of all

i had sex at download LOL
in a tent
was fun and boring
fun cuz it was in a tent at a festival
boring cuz well he gets the award for worst sex in teh world lol
omg i like was yawning LOL
im sure i did fall asleep at one point
lol
but meh..
the end :]

may i please

2007-06-04T13:12:37Z

have a slice of cheese? :]

okies im bored and havent blogged in a while

going to download festival this week :D:D:D

i leave at 11am wednesday. will get to donnington park for 8pm. and can set up tent. festival doesnt start till mid day friday lololol.
well with 80000 people going i dont want to arrive on friday and then try set up camp with like no space. thats why i going as early as possible.

cost a bomb for 3 of us to go

in total £754, thats just train tickets and festival tickets

still need to buy food and drink.

o well will be fun :D:DD

CANT WAIT TO SE MARILYN MANSON :D

lol pls

2007-05-08T19:58:42Z

my new belt buckle i made :D







was wellfun to make :D:D:


anywayz like omg like on last tuesday night i was SO CLOSE to the hottest guy ever (i think)




that guy rofl

bass guitarist for The Pink Spiders lol



the end LOL

absinthe

2007-04-29T12:43:40Z

ok. never again LOL

i can remember every up untill i got to the absinthe.
i wish i couldnt lol. jeezo. hadnt told Matt i was back with Quinton yet. cuz well he really hates him.
anyway Matt was drunk and kept trying to hug and make out with me (like usual) i kept moving away from him then one of my best friends came to help me and took Matt away. Matt has a obsession with me. anyway yeah then we decided the party needed food.
Matt and Wulla went to the chinese and me and Neil went to the Kismet (the kismet is thegreatest place ever!!!)
while matt was with wulla he was asking him "do you think i should makeout with Callum" and wullas pure like "no. Callums seeing someone else" wulla wouldnt say i was back with Quinton cuz he knows Matt woulda cried. and Matts like "i bet its that fuckface Quinton. they were too flirty earlier" then sends me a txt "im fucking pissed off at you you fucking dick" and he hasnt talked to me since.
which isnt a bad thing lol.
then Wulla put Matt in a taxi and sent him home lol noone at the party wanted him there in the first place.

managed to eat 2 pizzas and chinese in the 2 min walk to the nearest pub lol. went in to the bar "30 shots of apple sourz pls!"

gadz cant drink that any more.

they lined the shots up along the bar lol and me and neil had 12 each and wulla had 6 haha.

cost £50 omg rofl.

so had a quick pee then went back to party.
was now in the i will drink anything mood.
so they poured a couple glasses of absinthe LOL. like 58% proof
tasted like black jacks so i had no problem drinking it.

good thing is i never passed out. and im still alive today.
BUT i have no idea what happened last nite.

i give a couple days before the flashbacks start.

i REALLY want to know why i woke up with 1 pink fluffy handcuff round my wrist :S

pot noodle pls

2007-04-26T18:55:01Z

o m g. last week
went to see Lost Prophets. Taking Back Sunday, Aiden, We Are The Physics and 30 Seconds To Mars. In concert lol

that was alot for 1 week

best part was i got to meet 30 seconds to mars after their gig. god Jared Leto is so hawt lol. he pure stared into my eyes for what felt like 10 mins. signed my ticket aswell. its on my wall :D

anyway. earlier got a txt from my ex. we were jst chatting for a bit then he tells me he still has feelings for me. i still have feelings for him. but this would be 3rd time we would attempt to have a relationship. 3rd time lucky i suppose.
anyway we are just gonna take it slow this time. which is good :]

i spent like2 hours today lying on the grass in the garden hiding from my dad rofl. he wanted me to cut the grass so i ran and hid behind a bush. it was great cuz its a nice sunny day today. im probably gna be sunburnt lol. it was great just lying on the grass. i fell asleep aswell lol.

i had to hide till he went to work of he would have yelled at me to cut the grass lol. i had like 4 txts saying "where are you???, the grass needs cut" lol

cnt wait till satarday night. party at my friends house. i cant get there till after i finish work. but if its anything like last time it will be party till 6am lol. should be fun :]

well its sunday again

2007-04-15T03:02:17Z

this weeks been fun :]

went for a picnic satarday morning with a couple friends that i knew. but didnt know too well if you know what i mean. but now we are like best friends :D

theres hazel. shes only like 14 but so cool
i asked her to sign my shoe and i got pinned to ground and :

lol
she belly raped me.

&& theres lil emo girl. or lilly.

and raymond.

raymond we all know and love rofl

we were lying on "telly tubby land" for like 4 hours in the sun
it was so layed back.
and lilly made me a belt from making daisy chains. it was the coolest belt ive ever worn.

cant wait till later, (leik 12 lol) same again pls.

well back to college tomorrow. i cant wait. tis gonna be fun me thinks. i missed college so much. its been a hard 2 weeks. but i made it.

o well. i guess i should get some sleep lol

nite nite

cal_888_7 @ 2007-04-08T02:29:00

2007-04-08T01:32:43Z

i haves a thing about sundays? omg yah looool.

saw my last journals were on sunday so should write something now.

SUGABABES tomorrow rofl omg yay pure cant wait. gonna be so out of place. atleast if theres any guys there they will know im gay (cuz im at a sugababes concert ROFL) so hopefully meet someone I HOPE HOPEFULLY.

vodka + redbull = liquid sex tbh. although maybes i drank the jug too quick.

luckily im used to this whole. signing on and typing while drunk phenomenon. THO IMNOT DRUNK TBH :O

omg i need sleep

feels like im on a freakin boat just now with the way it feels my beds shaking.

MCR

2007-04-01T02:07:06Z

so yeah

got to see My Chemical Romance YAY lol
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

and met a guy there aswell. he like pure obsesses over me
makes me larf lol

dno if i like him anymore aswell

my friend pure fancies him and im like tryna get him away from me and on to my friend lol

anywayz yah

nite nite rofl

cal_888_7 @ 2007-03-25T13:10:00

2007-03-25T13:03:16Z

<3 my new phone lol
got the N93 like last week and it rocks my world.

and i managed to break my psp. wastaking it apart to do a shoulder button LED mod and kinda snapped something oops :/

anyway in other news boyfriend broke up with me again :(
was couple days ago. says hes all messed up just now etc.
i got annoyed at him and said some things :(. i miss him just now.
but my friends have been good trying to keep my mind off it. theyve been taking me bowling and to the cinema etc.
caffine tablets + alcohol is the best way tho
how you take caffine tablets in stranraer:

lol

oh. im going to see My Chemical Romance on Tuesday night at the SECC in glasgow. cant wait!
paid a bomb for the tickets. because its tuesday that means im gonna have to miss some of college. oh no lool.
then have to stay in a travel lodge WHICH I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE IT IS.
i think im just gonna give my place at the travel lodge to one of findlay then i will go out after the gig for drinks with sam and her flat mates. then stay with them and somehow make my way to college on wednesday.
plus one of sams flatmates is quite cute. and hes gay woo. so i mite just get him a bit drunk and OMG NO NOT RAPE HIM jeezo.
i will get him drunk and see what happens lol.

things to do before i die

2007-03-04T20:33:36Z

found this file hidden away in my documents lol.

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things to do before i die.

~~spend over £100 in the one pub on one night.~~

~~goto college.~~

goto university.

~~win a tournament.~~

hi-jack a car.

~~write a review and have it published.~~

~~get so drunk i cant remember what happened.~~

have sex in Marks & Spencers disabled toilet.

~~smoke dope.~~

~~lose virginity before im 18.~~

~~collect something wierd.~~

~~steal something.~~

~~make someone cry by hurting their feelings.~~

make someone cry with happiness.

~~wear odd shoes for a whole day.~~

have a trip in ferry.

get a train ride for free.

~~go abroad for a holiday.~~

~~meet people i found on the internet.~~

break the law.

break a bone.

have to get stitches.

~~hug a stranger.~~

~~sneak out to a party.~~

~~stay awake for over 24 hours.~~

~~sleep in a tent for a weekend.~~

run away to a different country.

travel europe.

travel from paris to berlin.

meet a indian.

~~meet someone famous.~~

learn to skateboard.

~~be on tv.~~

why oh why.

2007-03-01T17:01:04Z

why cant my friend just be happy for me, ive actually found someone i love who loves me back.

i dont know how much times ive told my friend that theres no chance anything could ever happen between us.
but somehow in his twisted mind he takes that as a challenge.

its pissing me off now. and it doesnt help that he has a crazy crush on my bf aswell.

he keeps bitching bout us and telling people how fucking jelous he is.
we seriously dnt know what to do, he's like trying to break us up.

he obsesses over us. its not healthy. if i dont txt him back he goes fucking bush at me.

its depressing...

doesnt help that i was supposd to be moving to glasgow with him after the summer. its not happening any more.
in about a month im getting a flat with someone else in stranraer, so i can be closer to my bf. just now its £10 a taxi just to see each other then another £10 home.

its not just us he's pissing off with his obsession. its nearly everyone, if he doesnt cut it out soon he;s gonna end up with no friends at all.

ive tried talking to him nicely but its as if he just ignores it.

i couldnt even go into my old school today to see my friends and bf at lunch time cuz i knew he'd be there and he'd just think i was coming in to see him. he scares me!.
i really miss some of my friends, havent seen them in months :(

so my friend is a scary, homophobic bisexual, who somehow has a bf and a scary obsession with me and my bf.
only in stranraer would you find that.

cal_888_7 @ 2007-02-25T13:12:00

2007-02-25T13:18:02Z

reply to play the game

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal

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OH MY GAWD.

still havent slept.

well to start off my parents are away on holiday with my friends so we each had free house this weeked.

night started off fine, going into the clubs for a while (i stole a barstool LMAO i managed to pick it up and walk out)
anyway yeah about 1 my friend was leik "OMG PARATAY AT MINE LOOOOLZ" so ended up back at her house with like 10 people.
not that much but they were ok people. apart from one. total ned, and he was mugged aswell (and also doing speed in thebathroom :;/)
he phones all his ned friends and they all come round. it was the scariest thing ever. apart from the dj guy lol, he was awesome. even brought his decks with him i was leik OMG.
then about 7 everything started to go wrong. one of the neds goes to my friend "so.. are you gay?" my friend is so he;s like "yeah.." and the ned just started mauling him, so his friend pull him off.
couple mins later he just charges at my friend mauling him again. then they started trashing the house. like just knocking over pictures. throwing about chairs. we eventually managed to force them outside and lock the door. but they just started ripping the drain pipes off the house ;/. but the best part was when they started fighting with each other LOL they just started knocking chunks out each other.

now left in the house theres me, amy (her house), sam (the ann summers queen), a semi alive david bleeding everywhere, and some guy called andrew lol.

we helped david - trust me, im a doctor lmao.
then phoend them taxis and was just me and amy left to clean up a huge mess. but we got it done..

and just when im about to leave i notice omg the house/car keys are missing.
we searched EVERYWHERE and couldnt find htem.
her mums gonna go bush at her.

oh but one good thing came fromt he night

i stole one of the neds phones lol

Samsung E908 yay

gonna sell it on ebay. me and amy splitting the l00t.

late birthdaypresent

2007-02-24T13:03:49Z

thanks sam! lol
was sitting in the bar waiting on my friend sam and she appears with me late birthday present.
what is it you ask?

well heres a pic:

you have been warned lol!

LOL no thats not me modelling it.

omg it makes noises when you squeeze it. (and it makes them when the person wearing it gets "excited" lmao.)

so yeah i had it on over my trousers and every one kept squeezing it.
then i had it in my back pocket and it started making noises when i sat in the taxi lol.

anywayz was a fun night.

pancake day

2007-02-21T10:00:11Z

lolmao they werent joking with the "terms and conditions apply" on the posters.

you had to eat the pancakes off a washing line and they were dripping with syrup lol.
i didnt have a shot ofcourse. :P
i just dipped pegs in syrup and chewed on them lol.

fridays party

2007-02-17T19:17:12Z

scariest party ive ever been to.
got there bout 11am, started drinking bout 11.10am lol.
then offto the student union bar at 1. we had warned them we were going dressed as pirates. im a hawt pirate btw lmao.
anyway we left the union at 6 totally mugged, headed up to the flat draggin everyone we could find with us.
i sobered up about 7 and realised everyone was freaking scary.
im not joking
there was a 50 year old stoned out his face, standing on a couch pretending to be a cow!
another guy was just getting naked and "pleasuring himself" in the corner.

my friend, who was also sober by now, grabbed my arm and we ran to the train station. well stole some drink first ofcourse lol.
got to the station in time for train to glasgow. then had to quickly run to ayr train as it was about to leave then when got into ayr had another quick changeover onto stranraer train!
was fun tho.

met a guy in a kilt on the glasgow to ayr train. yes he was a true scotsman. sorry i had to ask him and he showed lol.
so got back home bout 11ish and that was it.

anyway im about to head into town tonight for a makeup party since last nites was so scary.

later

Valentines Day

2007-02-15T22:17:19Z

first year ive had someone to celibrate valentines day with :]
we celebrated it today since yestarday was my birhtday lol.
was alot of fun. got great presents, slightly drunk :/
lol
best "valentines day" ever. we went to teh cinema. yes theres a cinema near me lol. film was crap but cuz where i live we were like the only ones there woop lol ;D (yes)
then a very romantic ordered out chinese takeaway lmao. love it!.
i sure know how to treat guys lol, nuff said ;d.

just packing my bags now. going to stay with a friend in hamilton tomorrow night YAY.
my official 18th celebration, well not just mine. my lifelong friend Emma;s aswell (she was 18 day before me)
and also my good friend Kats birthday is satarday night so its getting celebrated aswell.
we are starting in the student union at 12pm loool. then leaving student union when they chuck us out
going dressed as pirates aswell (my idea ofc, but not cuz johnny depp is hot :/ no lol)
have to get up for 7am train omg. its hard enough on a college day :/ but o well. got like 1231242 alarms set and taxi already booked so im cool.

also redying my hair. well the pink in my hair, its faded a bit. cant be a pirate without pink hair! :D
actually i think ive prolly had the dye in a bit too long now. cant remember when i put it in oops.

so altogether today has been awesome. specially how i started it with like 7 hours of guitar hero 2. OMG THE GAME = SEX!.

anyway should go check the food i put in the oven now. hope i like burnt chicken things :/;/

cal out

numero uno

2007-02-12T00:24:40Z

leik omg...
LJ-ness :O! :]
gonna like take a lil getting used to me thinks but will give it a shot.
~~although i will prolly forget about this in the morning~~ :]
*saves bookmark to try help with remembering*

:S remembering doesnt look right lol! ~~OMG NEED SLEEP~~

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